Thanks for the watch!!

You've heard of me? ...that's never a good thing.


No, I don't think we've met.
I don't go to Redmond anymore though, too much drama.


Well, then...

hi, I'm Erika.
Lovely to meet you.

thanks a lot for the fav!

thnx for the fav

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JESSICA NEAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!!
's cj

thanks for stopping by <3

thanks for visiting my page!
and happy new year

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I miss you!!!
Your photography is beautiful!!

I’m so sorry that this happened. I shouldn’t have given them to you because people spread stuff around so quickly. It was stupid. I mean, Higgins called me a drug dealer…I can’t even think of myself as that but I guess that’s what I was doing, if you look at it from his prospective. I just think you shouldn’t tell anybody next time-whatever the situation is, because it just causes people to get the wrong information and tell the office. Because anybody could have told, anybody could have found out just by you acting weird. I wish you wouldn’t have taken them at school….but I guess it’s my fault, for giving them to you at school. Anyway, I think we should just not deal with that stuff anymore…I’m even getting off of it, because I got what I deserved. I just have one question for you…who told? Whoever told knew you took it doing the day and was acting “drunk” or whatever Higgins said. He said it was somebody who was concerned about you, he wouldn’t tell me the name, it was anonymous. So it was probably just somebody trying to help. I’m sorry I got you into this mess. Please don’t blame yourself. Even if you wanted them, I was the one who had them and I shouldn’t have brought them…because rumors spread so fast, I mean we went to the bathroom and everything…but someone still found out. That’s how fast things spread. Well, Higgins told me that we are out of school for only 10 days as long as we get the assessment which is a counselor signing something to say that we are “okay” and I know we are “okay” because not only is Ambien a none addictive drug, but they will understand. Well, I love you so much. I heard you crying out there in the office and I started to cry…I feel like this is all my fault…and I wanted to hug you but when you wouldn’t talk to me, I don’t really understand…I know you’re mad but I promise I didn’t tell any of my friends. Carly was the only one who knew that I’ve given you Ambien in the past and she wouldn’t even tell the office, I promise. So it was probably someone that hated me or something. But I love you so much. I just want you to know that everything is fine, wanna know why? Look at it this way…okay so Nicole brought sleeping pills to school for Jessica to sleep, so what? If people ask, just tell them you couldn’t sleep and needed something to help you. Tell them its none of their business. I promise that there won’t be rumors…and if there is, it’s not like its crack or even weed, its just Ambien. Which we are never doing again. If you get over it and not care, people will stop caring. Trust me. Well, I’m here for you…I will pray with you or anything. I’m not in trouble. So I can come visit you. I told my mom the whole story and she understands. She was upset at first but she knows what Ambien is and knows the Higgins doesn’t realize how harmless it is. God, I love you. I love you so much. Please don’t be mad at me. I never wanted anybody to find out. When Higgins was talking to me, he asked, “Why would you give her Ambien doing the day.” And I said, “So she could take it at night, I told her not to take it during the day and as far as I know, she did not take it during the day.” And he said, “Well, she did.” And I said, “I think you’re wrong.” Anyway, so I think they know you took it doing the day but I tried telling them that I didn’t know whether if you did or not, because I didn’t want you in trouble. Jessica, please talk to me. This year will be hell without you. I know you’re mad but I don’t know why you could be mad, please just talk to me. Sorry my typing is random and messy but I’m really sick right now. My head feels like it is about to fall off and my throat is messed up. I swear to God, I swear on Jesus Christ’s beautiful face, I swear on our friendship, I swear on my mother, I swear on Mike, I swear on music, I swear on my writing that they already had your name on their paper and knew that you took it during the day because of what other student said. You can even ask them about those things...anything, and please ask, I am praying for you...please just trust God and think about the situation and see its not that big of a deal to people. I LOVE YOU.

hey fellow washingtonian ^^ hey, do you happen to go to Redmond High?

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